Son of a Bitch, I'm having roommate issues all over again...Uhhhg. I'm thinking I'm headed towards driving another roommate away. At this point...I don't care...she's dumb. She needs to figure out how facebook works before she opens her fat mouth. I mean hello, I can read what she puts on other msu students' facebooks. SONofAbitch!

I feel lonely.

Family, Funerals, EP's and Pirates

Well, the 4th of July has come and gone and yet again tragedy has not failed to strike. You always know some sad event is going to take place over this holiday. You read about it in the paper and hear it on the news. You think "Oh how sad" but you never fully expect for it to directly hit you. On the fourth one of my brother's old time hockey buddies drowned at Lake Poinsette. G had played with him since he was 9 or so. My dad coached him for a few years and we got pretty close to his mom. The memorial service was for him today. It really made me think in terms of how I view life. It seems one of the things they always say at funerals is that so and so "lived life to the fullest" and I certainly don't doubt that Brenton did, but it just makes me wonder if I am living life to the fullest? Am I fully appreciating it? I don't want them to say that at my funeral if I really don't think I have. You just forget how precious life is and take it for granted. I just want to wake up each day and really feel thankful that I get to live. I think everyone loves life and lives it to their fullest and we just don't realize that that is how we feel about each day. He was a good kid and I just feel so sad for his mom and family...they are truly terrific people. Godbless you Brenton.



And in other slightly better news, another annual summer Jacobson reunion has come and gone. The past week started off with my uncle and two cousins from Oregon arriving. I don't know if any of you have family that you think "oh sweet, my family is coming" but when they finally get here you remember why it's never truly too disappointing when they leave? Well, that's how it felt this time. My one cousin is so messed up right now in his life. I feel bad for him but on the other hand he treated me like shit the whole time he was here. He is only a year younger than me and we didn't even have a decent conversation the entire time. It seemed every word out of his mouth was bitter and cynical. It just wasn't good. At least the week ended with my other uncle and my aunt and one cousin from Idaho. Now these guys are different, you wonder "why do they have to leave so soon?"

All city EP's were on thursday and they were a blast let me tell you. I'm totally being sarcastic. I fell on my bottom during my one rescue. However, that isn't as embarrassing as my jell-o dessert mess. I made this sweet layered jell-o dessert and the damn thing went and melted because there was no room in the fridge for it. I ended dumping it all out. It looked like jell-o soup. At least I had the rest of the day off.

I can't decide what to make of the second Pirates movie. It was good but I can't decide if I liked it or not. I mean I liked it, I just don't know how well. I just don't know how I feel about it, but I tell people it was "good."

There is about a month and a half left of summer...I'm kinda excited.

Night.